Weak

I'm on days three of my 100 calories+ jello. Omg I'm so tired and weak.

I've had four tests in the past couple days and 2 papers...one of which was 9 pages long. I did all this on around 400 calories.

I'm mentally and physically at my limit and even right now I'm supposed to be studying. If I can just make it to 10pm tonight(when my last class lets out) then I know I'll be ok.
I will say that cheating hasn't really been an issue this time around. It's like God has granted me the willpower to make it this time. I just have to keep going on this diet. I don't know how I'll do it, but I have to stay strong until next Thursday. Maybe then I can cheat a little, but not a binge for sure. I think I'll do ok this time because it will be hard to binge with my friend here with me ....she'll be with me at all times so she'll know if I am eating an embarrassing amount.


Anyways my intake today has been about 130 calories. I had toast and some jello.

Until next time.