A year without rain...

So I didn't even remember to weigh in this morning... this whole drama at work has taken my mind off my facial issue and my weight.

A few weeks ago I remember how big of a deal I made about this diet and now slowly it's become the least of my worries. I don't really think too much because I just am not eating....yesterday I had toast as usual and that was all. I usually just eat breakfast and thats it. So I had 100 calories yesterday. I guess that why I haven't thought about the scale....I know I'm doing my part and thats all that matters. Plus I haven't been showing any weight loss because I never poop!!!!!!!! I know thats disgusting, but I am so constipated.....I swear if my got rid of everything I would lose around 5 pounds....swear.

I mean I know I don't eat alot, but still I should be getting rid of more than I actually do.

Anyways I'm staying faithful to the plan....I promise...

I can't wait to pass out....I can't wait to be skin and bones....I can't wait to be dying....I can't wait to be scary looking....I just want it now.