The hardest pound...185

 

I finally hit 185 for real this morning. It’s a great day with much to be thankful for. 

Yesterday I started craving stuff for the first time like pizza and cake. Later I realized - there are soooooo many reasons to not break down right now. I think it would be good to list them.

Think about your current before photos. You haven’t even changed that much.

Think about 2014.

Think about dating.

Think about being envied.

Think about enjoying shopping.

Think about enjoying your reflection.

Think about running half marathons again.

Think about enjoying going out and doing things.

Think about going to the pool or the beach.

Think about seeing old friends again.

Think about freely taking photos.

Think about buying cute clothes.

Think about being pretty again. 

Think about your old clothes.

You’re currently bordering on obese.

You ARE NOT in the clear. You are 22 lbs from the clear. 

Think about Halloween, thanksgiving, and Christmas and all the cute clothes. 

Think about the celebrities that are thin - everyone wants to be them.

Don’t stop thinking. You suppress all this to give into immediate pleasures. Don’t.