Today I was excited to get on the scales only to see that I am STILL at the same weight I've pretty much maintained ALLLLLL week! It makes no sense! I barely eat 400 calories a day and I can't lose anything???! It's got to be starvation mode. I was really annoyed but then I realized I didn't care toooooo much because its not about the numbers anymore....its about my hatred of food....I'm not tempted by it whatsoever. Despite cookies, donuts, and chips being in the house I haven't even considered eating outside of my safe foods. To me that is the success of this week. Ana is winning right now...not on the scale, but in my mind...and I'm happy for it.
As of right now I've decided to change my approach....I'm going to start the ABC diet. I'll have no problem with the calorie limits....Actually I'm kind of afraid of the amount you are actually expected to eat on some days. Anyways I think it will confuse my body into dropping weight instead of holding onto everything I eat. Today I ate the following:
40 pretzel sticks: 100 calories
1 bag of vegetables in a sauce: 200
= 300 calories
I hope I see some results tomorrow.
Oh well....farewell for now.
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