Confused

I don't know what to do anymore.....Tomorrow will tell me alot, but I=basically I just don't seem to be losing weight. I understand that my body is probably tired of this 100 calorie business and my metabolism is shot to pieces, but I don't get why I'm stuck at 147 and why have I been stuck between 147 and 148 for twoooooo freakin weeks!!

Basically I'm contemplating my dieting strategy. I've read that when you hit a plateau you need to change up your routine, but everytime I tell myself that eating more calories will HELP me....a little voice in my head pops up and says..."don't believe the lies! thats just your hunger talking"....and then I feel like my will power is pathetic and I feel defeated and confused and frustrated. I just reallly am at a loss for what to do. If I saw 146 tomorrow I would say that this was just a rough patch and I'll stick to my 100 calorie days, but if not then I'm switching to the ABC diet...which as insane as it sounds...I'm going to feel guilty about eating that many calories!

As for tomorrow I am pretty sure I'm going to try and eat my 100 calories in a different form....like instead of my toast I'm going to have some broccoli and a vegan hot dog. I think the difference in protein and carbs will probably make a difference. I'll continue my 100 calories throughout the weekend and depending on my weightloss come Monday...I may start the ABC diet or I may just continue doing 100 calories until I get in the 130's. The way things are going I have a hard time seeing that I'll be 120 by Christmas. = ( I can officially say I'm the most discouraged I've been this entire diet. I just feel like everything is slipping away and falling apart.