Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Sum it up

Okay so I'm super tired, but I want to complete my daily writing. = )

So I maintained at 147 which I was happy about because thats what I planned on....you just never know what could happen. My body could have overreacted and held on to everything or I could have retained a ton of water and weighed more.

I ate 100 calories today. I do think I am retaining a little water this evening because when I weighed myself tonight the scale said 148 which makes no sense considering the fact it did not say that this morning and that I've only "emptied" myself more since then. So I just hope my body can work this out because it's really annoying to not drop a pound a day when I'm eating only 100 calories. Losing that pound is the motivation that makes it do-able.

Anyways I'm looking to be 145 by Friday. I think I would be in the 130's by next weekend if I keep everything up! Hooray!

My body is finally starting to look like ...hmmm idk how to put this. I guess instead of just seeing huge blobs of fat everywhere that I need to get rid of...I'm starting to see just problem areas....like everything is shrinking up.

I always see girls posting and they have bmi's of 16/17 and they inspire me so much. I can't wait til my weight is an inspiration....and i don't even mean an inspiration to someone else....I can't wait till my BMI is an inspiration to me. Something that makes me believe I can do anything. I know the day is coming when I put on that size zero! = )

I hope anyone reading this is doing fabulous in all of their goals and thank you Evie for the ever encouraging words!

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