Toast: 100
1 almond: 6
Some blueberries: 10
Jello cup: 10
Bite of rice cake: 15
Load of water
3 cups of tea
= 141
So not tooo bad, but not too good either. I'll do better tomorrow. I mainly tried the rice cake in an attempt to see whether that could replace my bread for my toast and I think it can so maybe now I'll be at around 70 calorie days! Either I can eat just the 70 or I can use my other 30 calories for something else....like Jello or 4 almonds haha
Anyways....I am 148 today....nothing new. Hopefully in the next couple days I can get back to being normal and dropping a pound a day. I can't wait. I feel like I look thinner, but maybe this water retention is still getting to me. I can't remember of I mentioned that I bought water pills last night and they are helping me get rid of all this fluid retention. Oh well...I'm on my way.
I did think of something happy today. Well ever since the binge I've kind of felt like maybe this whole dream wasn't going to actually happen, but I've kept on going through the motions regardless....well today I'm starting to feel like my old self again. I know this can be a reality! The happy thing I thought of though was that even if i don't hit 120 by Christmas...I will still definitely be in the 120's by then and I just felt really happy knowing that I would be there. At 122 I become "underweight." So only 26 more pounds till I'm there.... = )
It's not that far if you really think about it...considering how far I've come. These next 28lbs are about to see a tragic fate haha
Hope you're doing well in your dieting ventures!
= )
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