Dumb

Okay so I can't believe it's Wednesday night and two days ago I weighed 6 pounds less. Granted this is mainly water weight and lack of a couple bowel movements, but the fact that the scale could be saying 145 it insane.

Heres what happened. I realized on Tuesday that in order to really get my metabolism going I needed to eat for a couple days and I just was struggling with the whole starvation after eaten the day before when I had all these finals and stress issues on me. So I ate .... I've had less than 2000 calories each day for sure and those days have been mainly made up of healthy foods. Granted I've eaten a ton of carbs, but oh well. I am pretty much done with this semester now and come tomorrow(today) I am in full starvation mode until I hit 130. That's right...I'm not stopping till I see at least 133. I think I could hit something drastic next week. Like I know it says I'm 145, but i imagine once I can use the restroom I'll probably be 142/143. From there I'm just going to starve and workout alot over this break. I'm just glad i have some time to commit to this thing now. I can finally really make some headway.

After eating these past few days you start getting hooked....thats the danger. i'm not gonna lie....tomorrow is going to be hard, but I know i can do it because i will have the time to dedicate towards motivation. = )
I do get sick of having a full belly and indigestion. I'm not sure whether these past few days have helped or hurt because I'm not sure if this is enough to boost my metabolism back up to normal, but regardless I'm on track again. I can't wait for the 130's to be like my new 140's...okay I take that back a little bit because I really want to just blow through them and hit the 120's haha but i'll take what I can get. I have like 20 days until I see my friend. I've got to kick this thing into high gear.

Here we go! Let the countdown begin!