Scandalous

I'm tired of feeling guilty for eating a morsel....a literal morsel...thats where the title "Scandalous" comes from
So I know I posted pics earlier but I wanted to do a real blog for the day. Basically today has been very average as far as my diet goes. I ate:

Toast: 100
Vegan link: 45
Broccoli bites: 10

= 155

:/

I wish I hadn't done the link, but I was so hungry. I'm 140 today and I'm assuming I'll hit 139 by tomorrow and then maybe I can make some major headway this week.
I know I had made that crazy goal of 135 by this Monday, but I can definitely see that happening by....hmmm let me think. I guess I could get there by Wednesday if I diet perfectly, but in all likelihood I'll get there by next Friday. That will give me just over a week to drop 5lbs to 130 by Christmas. I'm actually getting really nervous that I won't hit this in time. I'm going to have to kick this diet into overdrive by reallllly getting in some workouts. I'm going to have to work at keeping my metabolism up in order to drop about a pound a day.

Anyways that's where I am...I can't believe how far I have to go before I hit 130....hmmm usually at the end of blog posts I feel motivated and empowered, but writing this out made me realize how hard this is going to be.