I'm really afraid to share pictures on here because 1. I know I'm not the weight I want to be therefore I'm really self conscious of my appearance and 2. I'm embarassed to face the reality of the old pics, but I know when I read about other people having a bad binge day I feel good knowing that I'm not the only one who has struggled or been down....and I hope that these pics are like that for whoever see them. I hope it makes you feel better about yourself if you're thinner, not so bad about yourself if you're the same, and inspired that anything is possible if you're bigger! = )
Oh gosh if you only knew the anxiety I feel about sharing these.....
The before pic is is from early January and the after is from like a week ago. Theres about 65 pounds difference and I know I should have edited out the crap around me, but oh well...I'm messy.
The reason the second one is yellow is because I took it with my webcam which hadn't adjusted to the light yet....oh well
So there you have it. I hope I'm not a let down or too disgusting.
wow...so much weight loss.
ReplyDeleteHow on earth did you do it.
AS you probably know I am struggling to lose weight now. ever since recovery I have never been the same!
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Awww girl I just starve haha
ReplyDeleteI wish there was something interesting to say, but no I just eat two pieces of bread every morning and then drink lots of tea and coffee the rest of the day. = /
I'm just trying to get to 110-120(another 20-30lbs to go) and then I'm going to eat around 1200 calories a day and try to get healthier. I just read your meal plan and thats sooooo much better. I just have no self control to eat in moderation like that so I do all or nothing. :( I'm trying to learn how to eat normal, but for now I just binge or starve.