137...

I hit a new all time low. 137. I'm weak, shaking, frail, and tired. I think my Mom is finally finally really worried. She hasn't blinked an eye in all the times I've told her about purging and starving, ect. but now she seems genuinely worried that maybe things are getting out of hand. I guess it's because I'm finally looking really thin. I can wear a 4/6 now and I was about a 6/8 two weeks ago. The funny things is I still don't feel thin....still dont! I see all the problem spots and none of the skinny. Anyways....I just have to make it through today and from here everything gets easier the rest of the week.

Oh and I almost forgot...

Total Calorie intake:

Toast: 100

= 100 :)

I may write tonight, but maybe not....It's going to be a long day.